Michael Costello shares 'unhealed trauma,' says he had suicidal thoughts after alleged Chrissy Teigen bullying

Fashion designer Michael Costello is detailing what he says is an “unhealed trauma” personally and professionally that was allegedly introduced on by years of bullying and underhanded strikes to derail his profession behind the scenes from Chrissy Teigen.

The “Project Runway” star, after days of mulling over whether or not he would even come ahead, selected to talk his fact on Monday and didn’t maintain again in revealing the lengths the previous swimsuit mannequin has allegedly been keen to go to since 2014 to be able to kill his profession following a social media misunderstanding that seemingly was faked to make Costello seem racist however was later confirmed to be nothing greater than a set of photoshopped photos from a disgruntled worker.

“I didn’t share this with anyone because I was living in fear. In fear of losing some of my most profitable brand relationships; in fear of losing friends and allies; and in fear of being outcasted even more by the power elites who run the industry,” Costello, 38, wrote in an announcement obtained by Fox News on Monday.

Costello claimed within the assertion that he tried feverishly to motive with Teigen and clarify to her that the alleged social media posts had been certainly faux however stated Teigen had little interest in listening to him out and solely pressed to Costello her intention for him to “get what’s coming to you.”

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‘Project Runway’ star Michael Costello detailed alleged bullying he acquired from Chrissy Teigen since 2014. 

“When I reached out to Chrissy Teigen to communicate that I was the victim of a vindictive cyber slander, and that everything she thought I was is not who I am, she told me that my career was over and that all my doors will be shut from there on,” Costello alleged.

Teigen additionally allegedly wrote, in keeping with supposed screenshots of her dialog with Costello, that the truth star and A-list designer’s profession was “over,” including, “just watch” implying Teigen has pores and skin within the sport to make such a vanishing occur.

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“And wow, did she live up to her words,” Costello penned earlier than additional alleging: “Throughout the next few years, I would book jobs only to be pulled off last minute with no explanation. I would regularly get texts and calls from our mutual friends and colleagues that her and Monica Rose, a powerful stylist in fashion, have gone out of their way to threaten people and brands that if they were in any shape or form associated with me, they would not work with any of them.”

“Racist people like you deserve to suffer and die,” Teigen allegedly wrote to Costello after he pleaded with Teigen to “please call me” and even gave her his private cellphone quantity to clear the air.

Costello maintains that Teigen and her stylist Monica Rose made good on Teigen’s guarantees to allegedly make his skilled life troublesome by utilizing their affect behind the veil to shutter his alternatives at each flip.

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He added that “each time I have pleaded with Chrissy Teigen or Monica Rose to see the whole story before believing a false narrative a former disgruntled employee cast upon me, they didn’t give me the time of day.”

Costello continued: “So many nights I stayed awake, wanting to kill myself. I didn’t see the point of living. There was no way I can ever escape from being the target of the powerful elites in Hollywood, who actually do have powers to close doors with a single text. Not only was I the target of cyber defamation, I was also getting outcasted in real life.”

‘Project Runway’ star Michael Costello claimed Teigen allegedly adopted via on threats to finish his profession. (Photo by Frazer Harrison/Getty Images for New York Fashion Week: The Shows)

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Costello pressed in his scribe that final week he had penned a lot of private letters to his shut family and friends alerting them of his suicidal intentions and that ever since he has been on “close watch” by family members.

“You do not have to say anything mean or hurtful about them in the comments,” Costello wrote within the publish’s caption. “I am trying everyday to love myself and forget this happen [sic].”

“This is step 1,” he added.

Costello’s claims, which had been first delivered to gentle by the Kitson LA Instagram account on Friday, come on the heels of Teigen’s newest social media apology after she stayed away from any platforms for a number of weeks.

Chrissy Teigen penned a prolonged publish on Monday, providing her apologies to anybody she might have damage.
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On Monday, Teigen, 35, took to social media to share a prolonged publish she penned on Medium addressing the “VERY humbling few weeks” and providing her apologies to anybody she might have damage.

“Not a day, not a single moment has passed where I haven’t felt the crushing weight of regret for the things I’ve said in the past,” she said.

The star then went on to unequivocally denounce her previous actions. “I was a troll, full stop. And I am so sorry,” she wrote.

Reps for Teigen and Rose didn't instantly reply to Fox News’ request for remark.

If you or somebody you already know is having thoughts of suicide, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255).